No one said anything about clinging on. Once is enough you say, but apparently that once caught me off my guard cause in order to make it up i thought i had to be off my guard. But it was when i got off guard, i fell the hardest. Right smack on my face, then get trampled on after that. Seriously. At times i thought how good would it have been if i didn't become soft hearted the last time. But when i think again, i know i shouldn't blame you, and i don't. Because either one of us has to get hurt, so instead of letting you be the one, i'm willing to take it, all of it. Though i know i had done it once. My whole mind, soul and body seems to be split apart thinking about different things. A part of it tells me to speak up and tell you how i feel. Another part tells me to forget about it and stop thinking because nothing would be made out of it. Then another voice in my head tells me that i'm hoping you don't see this. But yet another says:"oh god let her see this." But it gets a reply like, "so what if she sees this, how do you want her to react? Just let it go?" I really don't know. I'm having difficulties. I thought that we both would go through the same things, but it seems that its not the case. I wonder if you meant what you said the last time. Promises mean a lot to pisces huh? So i wonder what happen to those words then? Said it just to twitch something off me so that i would think? Or did you really mean it? Or maybe, i guess things just change.
And i think i have grown up another level, or maybe not yet. At least after this.
Thursday, November 19, 2009
Unusual request ; 11:44 AM
Once again, i got the unusual request of making a rose and attaching it to the present for the customer. But this time, it was kinda of more difficult cause the customer want the ribbon to cross over too. Managed to do it in the end anyway and got to take a photo too!(actually the customer herself asked me to take a photo. LOL!) xD
Anyway, random photos coming up!
My random colleagues at Prologue:
Ana Suhana and she likes.. drugs? LOL! Ecstasy! xD
Nor, with the always dreamy face. Actually its just cause we took the photo after work.
Grand Opening:
Me and Liping with the dressed up guys at Prologue!
Even more random photos:
Mr dinosaur, have been with us since the setting up. xD
The logo.
I guess that's all for now. Since there's only so little days left, i think i have to start spamming photos with the rest. xD
Ciao!
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
You and I ; 3:08 PM
Okayy my last post for the day,
Park Bom of 2NE1, Single by her, You and I. I think i'm falling in love with her. xD
But the song's damn sad. =(
Juztified
One Republic: Waking Up ; 2:57 PM
Oh yes! One Republic's new album Waking up is out! xD nice songs though i have yet to finish listening to all of them.
Track listing:
1.
"Made for You"
4:18
2.
"All the Right Moves"
3:58
3.
"Secrets"
3:45
4.
"Everybody Loves Me"
3:34
5.
"Missing Persons 1 & 2"
4:59
6.
"Good Life"
4:13
7.
"All This Time"
4:03
8.
"Fear"
3:47
9.
"Waking Up"
6:07
10.
"Marchin On"
4:12
11.
"Lullaby"
4:38
12.
"Passenger (Deluxe Version)"
4:00
13.
"It's a Shame (Deluxe Version)"
4:51
14.
"Trap Door (Deluxe Version)"
3:55
15.
"Sucker Punch (Deluxe Version)"
4:27
Almost the end of SIP. ; 2:50 PM
Haven't updated in a while now. Not that i don't have the time, not that i don't know what to update, but once again, no mood to update.
But, I'M BACK! xD
I'm counting down to the days left at {Prologue}, 9 days, not including the off days i have. I think everything's going soooo fast that i didn't realise i only have a week more of working days before i need to get back to school to start on projects and get back into lectures and tutorials again. Doris offered me to a part time job back there. But i'm still considering. Though the pay for interns are considered quite high. But as part timers, i might have to reconsider. Not just because of the pay of course. There are people who i love to work with there, but then again, there are people who i don't like. And its in town. The travelling part of it isn't attractive in anyway. LOL! So there are many factors that i have to put into consideration, so i may not want to go back, at least not as a staff. *Some people are kinda scary over there*
It doesn't really bother me, or at least it shouldn't bother me anymore.
Chu~♥ ; 1:58 AM
"I got a little plan so pick up the slack You wastin’ time with the chit chat You’ve been caught, so give it all you got It’s time to make it, make it, take, take, take it seolreyeo dugeun georineun mam waenji machi donghwa meotjin yeogam dadadagawa Now do it, Chu~♥"
Amber
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
I'll be back! xD ; 12:53 AM
Will post again either tomorrow night or the day after. =)
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
...... ; 1:11 AM
I'm just sick and tired of all this shit.
Saturday, October 24, 2009
Happy day! xD ; 1:18 AM
YES! I'm actually trying to make myself blog more often these few days. Or else the mood runs and that's it, i can start closing down my blog. LOL! BUT NO! i'm not going to do that. hahaa!
Anyway, faezah visited me today at work cause her lesson ended early and she had time to spare before work so she came up to find me. xD Unfortunately i was kinda busy today so i didn't had the time to entertain her for long so she went off a while later.
I guess the best was actually at night just before i was going to leave. A group of students bought a champagne from 360 and a roll of ribbon from us and was asking whether anyone knew how to make a flower and attach it to the champagne box. That's where my skills come in handy cause no one else knew how to do it. xD As the whole bunch stood in front of me watching how i make the flower, they stressed me and made my hands shake like crazy. LOL! But yes i got it done by the end of about 5 minutes so they were satisfied with the whole thing and i was too. Too bad i forgot to take a photo of it. If only any of you guys see this blog post!! please take a photo of it and send it to me k? xD though i know its practically impossible for any of them to see this. LOL!
That should be all for now. Oh and check this out. Gross! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XDM-kVr7Qxs
P.S. I want an iPOD TOO!!! I wonder if i can get 1 for my birthday too? =/ hahahaa!
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
200th post! xD ; 3:49 PM
Well this is my 200th post! and actually i think its quite slow considering the fact that i started blogging since semester 1.2. I guess that's cause everytime i lose my mood to blog it'd last quite long.
Anyway, i went back for training yesterday to help out with the routine for the sunday performance and surprisingly, Michelle actually brought down a surprise! She actually brought alan down to teach us a little gymnastics. Knowing that i've always fancied gymnastics and always look up to alan for his tumblings(even though i've only seen videos of him), michelle actually saw my eyes sparkle when i saw him. And i know it sound damn gay now. LOL! But i'd actually love to learn gymnastics from him. Looking at a real life example, it actually spurred to me to improve my tumblings. And receiving tips personally from him, i really feel motivated to try out my improved tumblings! xD
That's all for cheer i guess. But looking at certain things that happen recently, i seem to feel very lost again. Its not suppose to be my responsibility. We're all sacrificing and suffering just for 1 person. Why doesn't he learn? Why doesn't a leopard change its spots. And if so, why give so many chance? Its not worth it does it? Why do we have to give up what we have? Its not like as if they appreciate it. I wasn't ready for it. But i don't have a choice. I guess people would tell me this is life. Is it?
P.S. I'm back to posting in twisted lines. So don't attempt to decipher if you have not done it correctly before. Not everyone can do it well. =)
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